Writing notice

Just to let everyone know, this is where I will post my writing exercises for a while so if anyone cares they can see what I'm thinking.

Another point to the proof

I let a friend in close, perhaps too close. Apparently, I am no longer capable of hiding as much of myself as I used to be able to. However, I keep making the mistake of caring too much and giving away that I care. In this case, I find myself becoming an ego boost to people, all the while masquing my own unhappiness and my own frustrations. I guess it's nice to know that others look to me for an ego boost, but it still isolates me outside the rest of the world. According to my friend, she was able to discern my feelings for a while and I can only imagine they have been an ego boost for her. I am glad for her. She is a special lady and one who should be very happy with herself. She is attractive, intelligent, and sells herself short. She really can shine when she wants. So, now my thoughts and feelings can be used to help her.
Shine on you Crazy Diamond comes to mind about now.
More on the harem later....

Welcome to the insanity

I spend way too much time thinking when I am stuck in the laundromat. Doubly so when there's no one else there except the attendant and he doesn't seem to really care about poking his head around the corner. This time around, while stuck in the middle of America on the iPod, I found myself writing a letter in my journal to someone who will never see it. Between trying to explain how something unfolded and how I found myself incredibly naive in missing different things from different people.

Add to that the fact that a friend recently accused me of trying to develop a harem. When I stop laughing I will continue to deny it. I am neither attractive nor anything special to be that attractive. I do have a lot of friends who are women. I am also very close to my friends, but I wouldn't expect that any of them would look at me that way. Just have a lot of good friends, nothing more.

Well, more insanity later when I start figuring it out more.